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Ipoh, Perak, Malaysia
■I'm just an ordinary girl who live on the earth,hope for a hundrum life,but i can't live without surprise to brighten up my life. ■I'm talkative but sometimes,I will be speechless. ■I like to sing but my voice is SUCK. ■People who don't like me can close this window immediatedly,yet,please don't simply judge me. ■I like joking & fooling around^^ but I'm not abnormal=]

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Monday, May 23, 2011

微笑的背後



最近拍照都喜歡把自己微笑的樣子記下來
不是因爲我愛笑,
只是我害怕我忘了怎麽笑


回到一些曾經熟悉的地方
看到一些曾經認識的人
我會爲了小事而大笑
然而,靜下來
我的臉,滿滿的都是憂慮
我的眼神流露的只是哀傷

和你分開1個月後
我知道你過得不錯,
因爲我都在偷偷看你的近況,就算你把我block了

那天晚上所發生的
場面真的很不堪忍睹
朋友為我收拾得殘局
受傷的手一直不停的流血
奔騰的眼淚讓我看不清前方
腳上踩到的玻璃碎
血,弄髒了地板
。。。。。。。

回想起來,覺得自己好傻
強留一個不再愛自己的男生
是爲了什麽
這一個月來
我看清了很多被愛情遮蔽的事實

曾經,爲了把他留下
我嘗試用錢去‘賄賂’
真的好傻~~~~~~


離開了他的世界
我要面對很多東西
新房子的房租還有deposit
新房子裏面零零碎碎的東西要買
我很慶幸我身邊還有對我不離不棄的朋友
在我身無分文的時候助我一臂之力
很後悔沒有一份穩定的工作。。。

我不敢回去讓爸媽看到我過瘦,過憔悴的樣子
只會讓他們心疼,他們一定要我留下來
可是,我不甘心
我不想自己一事無成回去
媽媽,你等我回去好嗎?我要給你看到精神奕奕的我
爸爸,不管怎樣,不要放棄我好嗎?我要給你看到真真站起來的我


我的家人,我的朋友
謝謝你們的陪伴
你們等我好嗎?
我會再次讓你們看見我内心真真的微笑

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

每當我腦海裡想起了
【 誰還記得是誰先說,永遠的愛我。。。】
那時候的我,
心情超複雜~

你對我,漸漸地,
變得好遠,好疏忽
你的冷落狠狠地把我丟到谷底
那可怕的洞穴,讓我看不見自己的眼淚

你不再理會我的信息,我的來電顯示
你不再為了我早點回家,看看在家等你的我
你說,你可憐我,你同情我。
可是,這都不是我要的
如果不是愛,為什麼還要繼續拉扯呢~?

我無法帶給你,你要的快樂
我給的都只是,讓你厭倦了我。
我不停地告訴自己,不斷地想你對我的好
其實,如果我沒和你一起去,你會過得比較快樂,是嗎?

壓抑在心裡的眼淚
在我手指不斷敲打鍵盤的那一刻
傾盆而下

我不斷回憶著,找尋著
我發現,我真的墮落到無止境的懸崖
原來,帶給你的,都只是痛苦的回憶~

Friday, March 4, 2011

Game life

I get myself to game again since I know use Iphone as modem also can play online game
Well, such a good new for me.
This game can be the 1st game that I really 'concentrate' played..Lmao
But I'm nt foolish as others

What's goin on?

ahahahaah.
Kinda funny things for me.
In this game,we can marry to someone who u prefer to.
So do I.
but how come some 'couples' are so serious on it.
They'll argue because of jealousy.
eg.
A give something to C and A's wife(B) get angry and scolding him on facebook~!!

X, from south of my country gonna find Y, from north of my country
because they're in love in this game.

Well,it all just some examples of those couples.
I really can't understand, how come people will use thousand money for the online game.
what they really need from the game?
being famous?
They can argue thru a thing that we call it speaker.
It's cost rm3.90 for an announcement.
If the one who playing this kind of speaker is below 20 yrs old.
It still can be acceptable.
When I know they're 30++, I'm shocked.
Woaaahh~they're insane~!!

Ooops~! I can't judge people since I also playing this game.
but I'm not over for it.
I just keep myself awake till now.........Lmao~